Mia's birth story

My daughter mia was upsidedown and crocked, she was a week late and had her first bowl movement inside me, kinda gross. the docter told me after 24hrs. of labor that i needed a secsection. my husband cody was aloud to come with me. mia was a 8.10 lbs baby but she wasnt compleatly healthy. she had inhaled some of her fecies, and it was killing her, and poisening me. after i was cleaned out and mia was healthy i got to see her for the first time, two days after she was born. i swore to myself i would never do that again, i didnt want to lose a kid. Now i have lily whos 1yr. and mia whos 4yrs. and nesha whos on the way. I just cant keep these promises. oh well all is well now and mia will start school next year, i guess i didnt screw up like i thought.