I'm in Love With a Man I've Never Met

I'm 19 and pregnant with my first baby. I've been talking to this guy who lives in a different city for some years now. I really like him and he seems very responsible. You can say that I love him because I do.

He has a 5-year-old son, a job and goes to college. Lives on his own and everything. He says he loves me, too, and wants us to be married.

Here's the catch: He's 21 and we only talk on the phone. I've never met him nor his son or anyone he knows. It really upsets me that every time we try to make a date to meet something comes up and the meeting is canceled. I really like this guy and for whatever reason(s) I'm willing to be mommy to his 5-year-old.

I feel really stupid for having such strong feelings for someone I've never met, for someone whom apparently I can't meet. I think it's because I'm afraid of being a single mom, most importantly an un-married mom.