Why Am I Being Jealous?
For some reason I felt a little disappointed, like why wasn't that us. Not to mention this brother just had his first baby 10 months prior and were somewhat unstable financially, so it was a shock to the family.
Then we found out we were expecting about 3 weeks ago. We were very excited but wanted to wait to tell everyone. We have recently found out my husband's other brother's girlfriend is now pregnant around the time we are due. The worst is we found out by accident and I do not think we are supposed to know because this will probably cause a bit of drama as this brother-in-law has been unemployed for 2 years.
Why do I feel jealous that my other sister-in-law and brother-in-law's girlfriend are pregnant? I feel like I should be excited but I feel like there is so much drama surrounding the other girls that this pregnancy is just going to be a who-cares since this is our third. Well I think we are going to try to put off telling everyone for a few more months. I also do not want to be caught up in the other girls' pregnany dramas, blah blah. Why do I feel like this? It is horrible.