Subconscious fear of miscarriage, Is this normal?
Hey there ladies! I have a question. Im 15 weeks with my first and since the beginning of the pregnancy I have had this huge fear about losing the baby! Now that im farhter along and things are going great I am less scared and don't even think of it anymore really, but last night I had this horrible dream That I did have a miscarriage or at least I think I was having one tonnes of blood and pain in the dream. No one at the hospital would help me or tell me what was going on! They just looked at me and said yep thats it! And sent me home! On top of that in the dream my mom and everyone else was acting like it was not a big deal at all! I woke up and realized that the dream is silly and I don't feel afraid of losing the baby constantly or anything but I am wondering if this is normal or a subconscious fear?? It was a horrible dream and to me if this did happen in real life I don't know how I would get through it!! I know wierd/bad dreams are normal during pregnancy. I have actually had what I like to call nightly nightmares on a nightly basis since I was a kid. I guess I have a vivid imagination? But this dream/nightmare topped them all!! I love my little baby and can't picture my life without him or her growing inside of me I just wish My mind wouldn't come up with this stuff!! I try hard to keep it out of my mind but it seems to creep it's way back in!! Anyone else in the same boat? Sorry about the length of this message I just really am feeling uneasy about the dream and hope I am not overreacting or being overdramatic!