New Life, New Pregnancy

I just would like to say hi and introduce myself. I found out I was pregnant (again) three weeks ago. I am excited, yes, but here are the facts: My other kids are 18 and in college and 16 and a junior in HS and I just turned the big 4-0. This was totally not planned.

I'm not married and am trying to get on my feet again after divorce a little over two years ago. Yes, I have a wonderful, couldn't ask for better man in my life and it's his first baby. But I am still scared in a way. Strange thing, I always "knew" I would have three kids, and the last one after 40, and this happened right around my birthday. Happy birthday to me lol. Don't get me wrong, I am excited about this. It's just taking a while to sink in.